freak out!

today i have MGT class..plus MGT quizzes..I tried to be focussed in class but suddenly i heard a vibrate from my hp's case. I thought my bf called me but my institutional was wrong. My mom number appears on screen. I thought my mom want to say hi or something, so i hung up the call. But a few minute later, my sis call a lot of times! Okay, this is weird..many thing did cross my mind. A lot of presumption appears. I'm afraid I will be lonely! I thought my mum ~~~~~~~~~~~~okay..that's bad. But my tears want to falling down. I'm so worried..I cant focussed. Because I knew that my mum drive her car to go to her work place. I'm afraid that something will happened to her. I'm so afraid. I dont want to lose anybody especially my mum. I want to prove to her that I can be somebody who she will proud with. I want to appologize everything that I have already done to her. I'm not a good daughter. I dont want the same thing happen with my mum. I'm not a good daughter, I'm afraid if I can't beg for her appologized. Enough is enough. I'm sinful daughter. I want to repent to be a good daughter.I will try to treat her better than ever. I hope god still love me.