17 oct 2008

today is the final test for BEL..wuwuwu i'm so sad..because it's the of the classes with prof.sa'aban for this sem..i need to learn more from him..i'm so sad..i'm gonna miss him..i wish for the next sem he will be my lecturers..if i have english classes lah..i dont know in the test if i'm perform well or not..i'm so anxious to knew the result..i'm so lazy..idiot me..i dont mad if somebody called i'm idiot cow or whatever..because i'm not improve at all..maybe i'm the director of my body but not my soul..my soul is just some other places..i hate myself..i wish i drowned and after that if i woke up i be the new me..see..i'm still fathiyah with the complaining stuff..i will never stop..