quiz + my ongkos!

fyi, this week my pt has been creditted to my account..
but i've only got below 3 k after it been deducted with the previous prepaid loan which has been made by the PT's..
i guess i need my mom to support me lil..
not all of it.
my mum will sakit if i asked her to support me all of my studies expenses..
i was so sad because previously, i acccidently called my mum and discussed bout the money..
i think, i was so mengada..
i should be the one who responsible my own account..
after that i, accidently asked my mum's money..
i felt ver badly guilty..
it was my fault because i didn't plan my expenses properly..
it was my fault..
that day, when everybody talk about fees,
i get panicked and i cried..
after that i call my mum..
since i studied at universities, i'm always made my mum dizzy..
(gomene mak!)
i felt very sorry..
i hope for the next sem, i will get used with the situation..
i dont wanna be manja2 anymore..
i want my mum think right now i'm indipendent girl..