tia di kampus

hairan?

2010-01-30T19:02:00.000-08:00

tak cukup menarik ke blog tiatyot?
sedihlah..
aku baru nak inactive blog ni.
tapi Puan Nani Rostam komen lak kat blog ni,
oh no..

adakah aku patut mengaktifkan kembali blog aku?
apa aku patut klasifikasikan blog aku kalau sejak azalinya aku menyerahkan jiwa dan raga kepada tiatyot
mungkin aku kena beraksi.

aku mungkin akan bercerita pasal perkara-perkara di Universiti?

atau lovelife?

atau apa ar?

aku pun buntu.

hehe.

tak mudah nak mengklasifikasikan hidup.

notakakipanjangku; silalah ke tiatyot

aku dah lama tak update.

2010-01-16T18:37:00.000-08:00

gila lama.
aku hampir nak close down blog aku.
tapi wujud pula insan-insan yang baik hati men'drop' kan comment mereka.

f.y.i

aku terlalu active di tiatyot (click-click)
di situ lah aku banyak merapu.
betul, tak tipu.
haha.

tu jela yang mmapu aku katakan.

notakakipanjangku; aku mimpi arwah abah main ym guna account aku.

kehadapan semua paper exam.

2009-04-24T09:52:00.000-07:00

aku harap kamu semua senang-senang belaka!!

aku rindu paper yang senang..

aku tak MAHU!

TENGOK carrymark.
tengok kepandaian orang.
TENGOK cik SEWEL!

oh! tidak kusabar semester berdarah ini berakhir dengan gemilangnya!

2009-04-24T09:44:00.000-07:00

aku harap tiada lagi yang sewel.

aku di universiti.

2009-03-16T22:47:00.000-07:00

skema tak ayat aku ni?
agak skema.
aku kat kelas tadi blur tahap gaban!
ada quiz QMT transportation.
bapak dia.
i like it!
aku bernasib baik.
aku wat optimize.
harap-harap betul.
tu je yang aku nak cakap.
aku tak taw nape aku suka masuk blog ni time quiz je.
tak taw nape.
tu jela.
dari aku,
hati yang separa riang.

aku dan QMT

2009-03-04T18:45:00.000-08:00

KLIK SINI

(kalau nak baca post yang sebelumnya)

Sambungan dari link di atas..

(aku takley campur adukkan situasi di universiti dengan di umah..)
Aku pun naik tangga sebab lif kat ground level mampat dengan orang..
Next aku pown pegi naik lif ke tingkat 8..
Dengan selambanya datang paling lambat..
Quiz dah start..
Quiz start kol 8.30 pagi..
Kami datang kol 8.45 pagi..
Teruk sangat..
Dengan hatui yang terbuka..
Aqku tgk question paper..
Mak aih..
DUAL???
Aku blaja yang simple-simple je pagi tadi..
Mim+alif+ta+ya = MATI!!
Aku tataw pape pown..
Bapak dia susah giler!!!
Aku dah lah tido lama giler malam tadi..
Pale dah start pening..
Pening tahap gaban!
Aku pun mengambil inisiatif meneropong kelibat jawapan dari cik QILA..
Akhirnya aku terlanjur meneropong..
Aku
Bak kata lec mandarin aku ‘jilo’=zero..
Sowi ya QILA..
Aku sayang ko!
Tapi aku terpaksa mengadaikan pahala untuk dua keping dosa..(sebab aku wat 2helai kertas)
Akhirnya..
Aku hantar juga jawapan aku dengan teropong answer..
Tak bangga tapi aku sedih sangat..
Sangat........
Sangat....
Sangat.

tadi makan kat big pla8..

2009-03-02T22:18:00.000-08:00

tadi lapar gila..

aku pun decide dengan kepala aku sendiri nak makan kat big plate yang FARA and AIN maksudkan..

jalan punya jalan..
akhirnya jumpa!

kami pun duduk and makan dnegna gembiranya..
aku,QILA,&SYAZA gi order nasi goreng ikan masin..
sedap!
IJAN order nasi goreng ayam..
macam biasa macam-macam komentar yang diludahinya..
hoho..
sedap..
dan MAHAL..
tapi cam okey jew..
3.50 jew..
tapi total dengan air..
4.90..
tade discount..
pedih..

aku di kelas MARKETING

2009-03-02T22:15:00.000-08:00

Hari ini aku menggila kat kelas masa time MARKETING..
Nasib bek aku baca..
Tapi tak berapa nak nasiblah sebab aku tak bape nak prepare...
Sedih..

Tapi!

Aku dah try sedaya UPAYA without MENIRU!!!

Huhu..
Tapi!!!!!

Memang menyedihkanlah sebab aku tak dapat nak wat semua!!
Aku yakin sangat boleh bwat tapi..
Malangnya…

Cuma soalan LAST je aku dapat buat..
Wuwuwuwuwu..

Aku dating lambat..
Agak sedih ar..
Nasib baik aku tak panic!
Aku relax jew bila Miss kata dia kuarkan past year 2004 and 2005..
Dalam hati aku…

ARE YOU KIDDING????
Aku dah budget-budget soalan tak sama..
Tetibe je!!!
Sama..
Apa lagi aku pown dengan bacaan bismillah buat soalan favourite aku yang LAST sekali tuh..
Cantik-cantik..

Tiba je kat soalan no.3, pasal BCG Matrix….
Aku terus jew…

Alamak..soalan ni..
Baru mlm tadi aku tny QILA..
Dia cakap dengan nada mamainya..
Profit..investment..lalalalala…
Aku pun dengar tak dengar..
RUPA-RUPANYA!
Yang tak dengar tulah yang kuar!

Aku agak gila kejap..
Lama sikit..
Pastu aku skip soalan no.2
Aku pun mulakan adegan menggoreng..
Goring,goring,goring,..
Eh?macam IB ar..
Aku pown dengan adegan menggoreng..
Terus menggoreng..
Sampai lah Miss Wan kata..
Ok..yang dah siap ley hantar..
Aku pown…
LEGA..

Walaupun tak taw nak wat dengan PERFECTNYER..

time free aku bwat mcm-mcm bende..mcm....

2009-02-26T21:52:00.000-08:00

CAPRICORN The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egoti stical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of good luck if you forward.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard -- passionate. Expresses themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulges themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of good Luck if you forward

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty. Outgoing , very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express them selves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward. (aku nyer hoho)

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward

Send away!!
~ Ready, set, go!
1-3 people = 1 minute of luck
4-7 people = 1 hour of luck
8-12 people = 1 day of luck
13-17 People = 1 week of luck
18-22 people = 1 month of luck
23-27 people = 3 Months of luck
28-32 people = 7 months of luck
33-37 people = 1 year of luck

conclusion for this week..

2009-02-20T02:49:00.000-08:00

this week is the craziest ever but it still can't beat final exam because in one time i got two test..
tia will be tia..
in the crucial times i still can sleep or accidently asleep..
poor me..
i dont meant to act like that..
this week i have a lot of occasion must attend..
sucks but this is life..
last day and today i met my 'book seller'
cool..
actually recently i have a problem with my eyesight..
i cant see a view clearly as usually.
god want to take his gift..
wuwuwu..
afraid..
i dont know why i have double vision..
poor me..
maybe it's because of i didn't ate fish..(just kidding)
tragically, optician always said to me to ate vege's..
the fact is i'm vege's lover..
i love vegetable..
and i am totally dislike fish..
little dislike on meat and chick..
hehe..
choosy me..
what can i do..
this is me..
urm..
tough weak..
should be, tonight i will be playing a game with an orphan child..
i wish to have at least one adopted baby..
love it!
i want they (thae orphan child to call me mimi~sounds cute)
i want they to look at me like i was their mum..
i think this thing make me matured..
love it!
but right now, Pulau Gadong is raining..
so, i dont know either the event is still on or not..
hope it's still on..
wuwu..
i'm so excited to see the orphan child..
i'm half orphan!
so, i think i will understand how to feel lonely..
right now, i am lonely without partner.
wu..
everybody with their phones chit chatting..
bored to see they chit chatting..
what can i do?
i just the watcher..
what can i do?
i can't force them to just shut up..
but..
face it.
maturity is around the corner..
yippies!
love it..
hurm..
next week i have mandarin listening test (if i was not mistaken la)
a lot of thing to manage..
management test..
test test test..
what should i do??
study la wei!
haih!
but in 14 mac i planned to go to the gig..
if god blessed with my plan la..
hope i can go there with zila..
if i asked iza..i dont think that she is willing to go with me..
she hates indie.
so, i will go there by myself..
plus it was about gig for charity..
so, i think no reason for me to go..
plus my sis said that the gig were cost only 25 buck so ..
for charity reason and have fun!
plus at there will have a lot of band such as couple and etc..
OMG..
mistaken info la wei..
okayla..
i will convert the title to becomes conclusion for this week and planned for future..
okay right?
my head were spinning around right after i ran in the rain..
fulamak..
the rain was giler heavy..
so that's all from me,
tia kamal

hari ini..

2009-02-03T23:18:00.000-08:00

aku bangun lambat..
aku bangun-bangun je dah pukul 6.45 pagi
wwuwuwuwuwu..
again i missed my solat..
sebab termandi lama sangat..
my fault..
bangun-bangun je tengok, qila tengah breakfast..
aku dah set jam tapi jam hp aku tak berbunyi..
maybe terset pm kowt..
semalam tukar hp nan ijan..
biasalah nokia..
always need us to set the date and time everytime we pull off the battery..
so aku pun set jam..
aku lupa nak set format..
sebab aku lebih selesa gn format 24 jam..
padanlah hp aku tak jerit kat aku pagi tadi..
lepas mandi aku terus pakai baju..
and after that jadual buku..
pastu aku make up and iron tudung..
siap pakai tudung terus turun and pergi tunggu bas..
pagi-pagi lagi aku dah kena berdiri dalam bas..
tapi aku taklah diri..
just duduk atas tangga bus..
pagi ni kelas aku kat tingkat 6,7,8,
mula-mula kelas pd kat tingkat 7,
pastu IB kat tingkat 6
pastu fin kat tingkat 8..
pastu lunch break..
aku makan kat MARA..
mak cik tu charge aku RM1 je..
terkejut aku..
hehe..
jimat wit aku..
wink!
pasni aku ada kawad..
OH!MY GOD!!
hurm mesti muka aku bertambah hitam..
aiyo..

i, accidently..in love with....

2009-02-03T22:55:00.000-08:00

FINANCE

i know it's to early for me to express my feeling..

i love this subject very-very much..

but i think i will have a problem in QMT

i was the loser in calculus..

i'm totally forgot about linear..

dummy me?

haih..

i hope that someday i will be smarter than ever..

hehehehe...

debate roadshow..

2009-02-03T06:08:00.000-08:00

tak pernah tengok budak U debate..
nak tengok in case tetibe interesting kew?
hurm..just wait and see..

semasa di kelas..

2009-02-03T05:57:00.000-08:00

CTU(TITAS)
setiap butir kata ustaz membulatkan mataku..
ilmiah..
ilmiah..
aku gerun dengan ilmunya namun aku kagum..
dia banyak menekankan kepentingan ilmiah dalam penulisan..
ustaz hayyun namanya..
aku suka bila dia cakap cara nak tulis sesuatu..
dahsyat..
mana agaknya dia belajar kan?
owh..mungkin dari segi pengalaman..
kagumnya..

FIN 420
lecturer yang lembut dan tenang..
aku suka dia..
nama dia Puan Zarinah..
dia kewl..
ckp lembut..
macam ibu-ibu..
dia lawa..
kalau hw tak buat dia tanya jew..
pastu dia relax..
tapi setiap abes chapter mesti ad kuiz..
dia comel..
alasannya nak markah tinggi tak?
wewe..

HEADACHE

2009-02-01T12:47:00.000-08:00

seriously, i dont hv any idea that i need to be stay up with out sleep AGAIN.

STUDENT LIFE..

haih..

suffering lor..

i dont know that this thing getting tougher..

my bad..

my fault..

pdn muka..

haih..

i hate my gemini's habit..

love to kiv the job..

but i dont loved it..i think i try to fix it..

but it tough..

i miss my holiday time..

mak...

kura-kura kuh!

kucing-kucing ku..

this is crazy

esok

2009-01-20T06:35:00.000-08:00

esok ad event..
ntah pape je la..
borink..
aku tak tergoda pown nak taw..
haih..
klau ley wat blog okey gak..
ni tak..
ada lintas langsung..
everything need to be formal..
haih..
what to do..?

quiz men-men1

2009-01-20T06:32:00.000-08:00

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley

Funky, eccentric, and offbeat

You're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

ntah pape..

yih?!

2009-01-20T06:04:00.000-08:00

dia cakap aku nih??????

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager

And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date

You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party

You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

in the CTU class

2009-01-18T22:02:00.000-08:00

BORED..
FUSSY..
I HATE THIS SUBJECT..
whatever it is..it made me sleepy..
i can't hold my eyes anymore..
the lec..
bla bla bla..
i hate a babble of nothing..
bored..bored..bored..
plus the massa stuff i think it so ridiculous..
macam budak skola nyer event..
takder risk..
the project manager is so blagak like he's the one has great ideas..
choose it's own colony..
i don't understand..
what it supposed to mean..
i hate these people..
so LEMBAP!
like turtle..
NOT CHALLENGING AT ALL!

urm

2009-01-17T22:48:00.000-08:00

tak jadi nak letak kat sini..
nanti orang kata blog aku bersepah..
untuk tak menyusahkan mereka..aku kan dah buat blog

http://anotefromybleedingheart.blogspot.com/

aku nak mendownload lagu karaoke bnyk2..jimat wit..

quiz+test+final=?

2009-01-17T21:55:00.000-08:00

aku bosan..
aku lapar..
aku tak lapar sebenarnya..
cumer..
hmm..ntahlah..
lupa nak bitaw masa tuh aku g shopping..
tapi aku malas nak citer..
haih..
tia malas!
td nak bwat QMT tp asyik blur..
tia jgn malas!
dosa (bagi aku lar..)
quiz bwat aku bengong..
aku takut..
gagal tu satu sumpahan..
aku rindu bf aku..
dia tak rindu aku..
aku nak anta antoo aku kat dy!
hehe..
aku nede antoo..
sem ni singkat gila mangkuk ayon..

gila.

aku taknak jadi gila..

gila pown taknak kat aku..

kami benci sesama kami..

kan dah gila

okaylah kawan2..

aku nak korang nyanyi sesama dgn aku..

ada aku bitaw yang aku suka bebenar nyanyi?

Tapi aku nyanyi tak sedap..

tapi dengan keazaman yang menebal!

aku berusaha untuk memerdukan suara ku..

okeylah kawan2..aku nak pg carik video nak nyanyi!

jap agy aku post balik!

FUCK ISRAEL

2009-01-17T03:19:00.000-08:00

lihatlah di mata mereka!

ya allah..
ya rabbi..
tangisanku ini tiada makna bagi semua insan..
tapi hargailah tangisan mereka..
aku lemah..
tangisan kanak-kanak yang gentarkan peluru langsung tidak dipandang oleh askar anjing!
israel..kejam!
laknat mereka wahai tuhan!

kesayuan hati anak2 palestin!

2009-01-17T02:45:00.000-08:00

sayu hatiku melihat kanak-kanak ini berbicara..butakah israel??
dimanakah hak orang palestin?
dunia semakin maju otak manusia semakin hilang!
aku benci dunia kejam ni!
DIMANA NILAI KEMANUSIAAN?!
tuhan, bantulah mereka..
sesungguhnya aku tidak sempurna dimatamu..
bantulah mereka ya allah..
aku lemah ya allah..
sesungguhnya..aku hanya mampu berdoa dan memboycott barangan yang bersubahat..
matikan aku dalam keredhaan mu ya allah..
aku yang hina ini takut!
aku takut..
kesenangan ini berakhir seperti palestin..
bantulah mereka wahai manusia!

quiz + my ongkos!

2009-01-16T11:19:00.000-08:00

fyi, this week my pt has been creditted to my account..
but i've only got below 3 k after it been deducted with the previous prepaid loan which has been made by the PT's..
i guess i need my mom to support me lil..
not all of it.
my mum will sakit if i asked her to support me all of my studies expenses..
i was so sad because previously, i acccidently called my mum and discussed bout the money..
i think, i was so mengada..
i should be the one who responsible my own account..
after that i, accidently asked my mum's money..
i felt ver badly guilty..
it was my fault because i didn't plan my expenses properly..
it was my fault..
that day, when everybody talk about fees,
i get panicked and i cried..
after that i call my mum..
since i studied at universities, i'm always made my mum dizzy..
(gomene mak!)
i felt very sorry..
i hope for the next sem, i will get used with the situation..
i dont wanna be manja2 anymore..
i want my mum think right now i'm indipendent girl..

why must?!

2009-01-16T10:54:00.000-08:00

our malay always involve in immoral activities..
recently i quite shock when one of my myspace friend did do the x-rated things in his page..
i think it was idiot..
world it's not about sex or what ever..
as humanity concern, we didn't need an immoral stuff to develop our mind..
i don't care if they want to say that i'm close minded or waht but as i concern,
it's wrong..
why should malay boy and malay girl do something that will embarass or effect thair qualities of life?
why must they fill their mind with x-rated stuff?
how can all malay be develop like other races do?
we as a next generation should keep our sacred culture and we must keep it tightly..?
by doing that i will assumed that all malay will be poorer in culture day by day..
as a modern girl in modern era,
i still knew what to do..
i'm not saying that i'm perfect..
but shame on you!
you made me think that all malay didn't have anything else to think..
it makes me mad..
and i felt very frustrated!
why and why!
i want malay change in the better way..

duitku melayang pergi

2009-01-07T00:12:00.000-08:00

membeli buku-buku dari senior nampaknya bukanlah perkara mudah..mereka..terlalu kaya..dan aku terlalu clueless dalam mengesan insan yang mengaku dirinya senior..aku cukuplah terkesima dengan situasi ini..mereka tidak mahu membuat duit..anak org kaya kowt..atau pelajar nerd sedunia..
kenapa aku tidak membeli yang ori ?

aku taw aku tak rajin baca even buku tu sejuta ringgit atau pound sterling sebab aku suka apa je aku suka..
lagi satu PT aku yang terhormat tak amasuk agy..
aku memang tak terfikir kena macam ni..
aku ingat everything is under control..
aku tak jangka semua ini akan berlaku..
aku tak wat part time job..
bf aku kedes..
tak taw nak ckp apa lagi..
nnti aku update..
dahlah tu..aku ckp..

i'm back!

2009-01-01T16:48:00.000-08:00

ola! i'm back with the new spirit..i'm so excited everyday..hurm, today i have class at 10.30 a.m..right now i was at level 12 library..i was listening at my mp3 song such as i remember by mocca..i love the vocalist voice it wasso cute and relaxing..remember izzi cologne advertising? the background song called secret admirer by mocca..right now my playlist shuffle to hujan's song which is aku janji..i wish you guys know what i'm saying..

BTN

2008-12-31T09:40:00.000-08:00

Quite funny because there is one dude ask 8 question which not related with the btn things..i cant hold my sleepy head..huargh...when will this guys stop...but seriously the slides was so menginsafkan..seriously, it's all about islam in palestine, and malay ..wow..it's almost make me cry..wwuwuwu...why must people kill anothe human just like they kill an ant? i 'm so frustrated..god give us everything for us, to share together not fight. I'm just speechless about America..it's a tactical and used a lot of secret plan country. And i'm proud of Nadeeyah form my class BBAM2A she brave to ask bout where is muslim rulers all over the world during war occured? Why they didn't help war country? and she asked as muslim, what should we do to help the victims? besides of go there and help them..it's impossible if all of us want to go there..i agree with her..i love my country, MALAYSIA, but I hate their mentality, some of them so sarcastic about another person..I love the multiracial..I want Malaysian Race..i want all of us unite and love each other..i know thought is easier than act..but i hope someday my dream becomes true..just now i read lydia teh's book called HONK! IF YOUR ARE MALAYSIAN..
she said, one of her friends used to say,

if you are not lazy, you are not malay,

if you dont cheat, you are not chinese,

if you dont drink, you are not indian..

but lydia teh, a writer who born in the chinese family said this..

i'm chinese but i'm not cheat,

my friends indian but he's no drunk,

another is malay but he's no slob,

chinese, indian, malay, or other,

we are who we make we ourselves to be,

not the stereotypes we're made out to be.

but if we dont buck the trend,

we will forever be stamped.

i love her quotes..

semester two begins

2008-12-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!
i didn't expected that this semester we have a lot of calculation..
i not very clever in math..
i'm not good for everything..
i wish this semester will bring a lot of experiences!
i wish the subject is not as tough as i thought....
i wish everything will become easier..
well i actually knew that what i wish is just a hidden excuses for me to admit the tougher of the paper..
hurm, 2009, here i come..

even i didn't want you to come..

because i'm afraid of becoming a 21 years old ladies..

aiyo, become twenty-one is not easy..

soon my skin will have a wrinkles..

dark spot..

a lot of usually twenty -one women usually got..

i hate it..

but time will reveal all of it..

whether i will become matured or still the same..

semester two is tougher..

i have 9 subject to passed before i go to semester three..

my last note from the bottom of bored heart

2008-10-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

soon I'm gonna finished this dustier way
soon I'm gonna finished the smelly journey path..
soon I'm gonna finished up my fuckiest pathway..
soon I'm gonna end up this hypocrites..
soon I'm gonna be the dust and complete the plan should I be..
I just hate all of this thing...
I wish my soul will suck up from my body..
I wish all of these fuck thing will demolished from all of my soul..
I wish I will be me and all of i will be judging is me and only me..
I just dont care the bastard and the fucker!!
I just want to be me.

preparation to attend the examination!

2008-10-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

on9
headache
watch the tv..

look at the watch

oh my good i did'nt finish yet my revision!

soon i'm gonna be a dead meat..

i'm so doomed.......

oh my god!

mak!!!!!

2008-10-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

tak tahan dengan exam!!!!!!

mak tukar tempat!!!!

mak bowik gila study mende2 ni...

ni knowledge..

tp aktak ley nak adapt even single thing pown..

still cam dalam mimpi...

terseksanya gwa dan ragaku..

aku rasa mcm nak hentak pale kat dinding sampai pecah..

nape aku tak leh nak relax..

wuwu...

tensionnyer..

bibi!!!!tukar tempat!!!

sekarang ni tengah baca law..

jap agi baca eko..

eso baca mandarin..

lusa perh otak balik untuk law and eco..

pastu account..

pastu mgt..

pastu bermulalah overnight kat melaka..

nak pergi overnight dgn member!!!!

best..tapi tu 13 aribulan..

aku benci hidupku..

final

2008-10-28T21:21:00.001-07:00

hate exam..i hate hate hate hate hate examination..miss my bibi, my cat, mak and len len..

final freakout!!!

2008-10-23T06:09:00.000-07:00

next i week i'm going to be sit on finl exam!!!!
suffering.....
i just cant believe it...
to soon for me to sit on final paper.
i'm weak!

cloudy+rainbow+lovely=nice

2008-10-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

today.when i went out from bus, i saw a rainbow...i bet tonight rains will falls down...now, i'm eating 2 packet of french fries..i bought 2 kaizer french fries..tak sedap...i want makcik mara french fries...yummy and affordable..my tongue ring is distuburbing me!!from now on i will only ate french fries...because it was so cool..!!
8.04 pm, m tongue saket..luka sebab berlanggar dgn french fries..wahahahahahaha...

mandarin's oral test!!!

2008-10-22T00:25:00.000-07:00

uwa!!!!!!it's gonna be a hell time..i guewss how come i forgot about the test?!!!! need my tongue back!!i now i kind a fussy about something..so mengade of me la..wuwuwu i did the piercing thing just because i got mad with my bf...it was so stupid..i think that i want to pull off this thing out of my tongue..but i'm scared..what if i can see a hole inside my mouth...wawawawa...i'm so stupid..but seriously it wasn't hurt..my idiot bf did it twice in the extension between tounge and the base of tongue i dont know what to call these thing..i just assumed it as based! He said that his tongue koyak(yikes!) okay...the good thing wear this thing was i can budget my lunch plus i can be kurus..okay the kurus thing wasn't kewl because yesterday i got stomach ache..so padan muka of me? right?wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu...so funny when i remember the time i need to walk to the asrama..i walk and then i cangkung..i bongkok2 like org tua..my friends said that i walk like orang baru lepas bersalin..wuwuwu when i saw a man or somebody infront of me i will act like nothing was happened..so funny..i took about 30 minute to walk to my house..because of the piercing..the advantages when i do the piercing is i was more aware bout mouth hygine..wewewewewewewewe...after ate somtehing i will rinse off my mouth with listerine..just now i ate fries..i was damn hell wants the fries..!!!!i want to ate hong kong noodles...my favorite dishes is noodles..i want to eat...badly...wu :( just now too fara told me that Hawa the girl which i dunno from finance knew about my tongue..and she was so busybody and aked ain md.noor about why they weren't advice me? hello i'm not your friends and this is my tongue!!okay?so back...offffffffff!!!!!the thing that i love to is when the times of brusg off my teeth..it takes about 10 minute to make it clean..wuwuwuwu...i didn't tell my mum yet but i've already told my sis..she replied at my msg by sayin "bodo"..and she weren't saying nothing..so it wasthe first impression of one of my family member..what if my mum knew? hurm..i was biasa jew cuz i assumed thast she knew me..she knew the wierd side of me..i hope she will accept it..love my kengkawan..the support me even though the add new nickname which O.O...the called oya oku..i dont mind..i'm disable right know..people will look at me as nasal girl..sengau..it wasn't sngau actually it just because my tongue could not bent like usually..my fault..now i need to reed my mandarin book..okay..c ya later...muahx!!

17 oct 2008

2008-10-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

today is the final test for BEL..wuwuwu i'm so sad..because it's the of the classes with prof.sa'aban for this sem..i need to learn more from him..i'm so sad..i'm gonna miss him..i wish for the next sem he will be my lecturers..if i have english classes lah..i dont know in the test if i'm perform well or not..i'm so anxious to knew the result..i'm so lazy..idiot me..i dont mad if somebody called i'm idiot cow or whatever..because i'm not improve at all..maybe i'm the director of my body but not my soul..my soul is just some other places..i hate myself..i wish i drowned and after that if i woke up i be the new me..see..i'm still fathiyah with the complaining stuff..i will never stop..

16 oct 2008

2008-10-16T20:14:00.000-07:00

it's kind a funny story. I t is because in MGT Lecturers,student will be on their day dreaming. It's kind a funny when i looked at all my classmates, some with focus eyed, some is going to heaven already..some was doing something unapproprietly..such as played sudoku time lecture gave some lecturers..one ofmy friends was 'mamai'..i cant stop laughing..after MGT classes i went to the Melaka Central to change the date of my ticket. For your information this saturday i will be going to KL to enjoy a lil bit..okay maybe more....before i went to dthe hall of hell..wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuso sad..and extra afraid..i hate myself..i keep complaining..i dont know when i can stop complaining!!!idiot me.

save the earth!

2008-09-17T20:19:00.003-07:00

today there's campaign at level 4. Souds interesting because I love to be recycling agent. For me our environment need a treatment! So dont step on to the grass! Dont start the pollution!

save the earth!

2008-09-17T20:19:00.002-07:00

boggle!

2008-09-17T20:19:00.001-07:00

alright, today, at 12.30 pm boggle competition will be held at level 16. I'm entered the competiton just to make sure....? Okay that will be secret. I want to peek someone at there. Haha, if my bf knew he will be mad but who cares? ^_^ I hope I can do well in the game. I hope that I can beat the senior. (overconfident?). I never think that I wil win something. As you all knows that I'm not aiming to win. Just to play the game and......
fin!

freak out!

2008-09-17T20:19:00.000-07:00

today i have MGT class..plus MGT quizzes..I tried to be focussed in class but suddenly i heard a vibrate from my hp's case. I thought my bf called me but my institutional was wrong. My mom number appears on screen. I thought my mom want to say hi or something, so i hung up the call. But a few minute later, my sis call a lot of times! Okay, this is weird..many thing did cross my mind. A lot of presumption appears. I'm afraid I will be lonely! I thought my mum ~~~~~~~~~~~~okay..that's bad. But my tears want to falling down. I'm so worried..I cant focussed. Because I knew that my mum drive her car to go to her work place. I'm afraid that something will happened to her. I'm so afraid. I dont want to lose anybody especially my mum. I want to prove to her that I can be somebody who she will proud with. I want to appologize everything that I have already done to her. I'm not a good daughter. I dont want the same thing happen with my mum. I'm not a good daughter, I'm afraid if I can't beg for her appologized. Enough is enough. I'm sinful daughter. I want to repent to be a good daughter.I will try to treat her better than ever. I hope god still love me.

our love

2008-09-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

Our Love

Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.

But will the spider remember, or the sun?

Did the water capture our faces in permanence?

Does the wind create us anew as it blows?

Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?

Our secret been revealed.

Yet I have told no other.

write these words in silence, in mute testimony

To what once was.

But our image remains alive in this place.

It can not be removed.

You, me, We then,Were here.

We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.

We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.

We were not liars, But thieves of time.

For now time has now forgotten us,

Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers

This place that was ours.

homework!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

today i got essay to do+economy+account+law=tension!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not really?cuz, i'm weird person!!!happy go lucky!!!!!!!xoxo

fernleaf + sugar = yummy

2008-09-15T05:21:00.000-07:00

last friday..i got back pain..maybe causing from lifting something that beyond my ability. Okay, to overcome my back pain, I've decided to buy fernleaf!kuat+! urm.. it's gave me an energy..and make me sleepy easily! wewewewewewe...and i feel that i'm getting fatter? i can't drink a glass of milk without a spoon of sugar!!!!from now on, i will break fasting and sahur by drinking a glass of milk!!!!!!!!nyum2..
(*oh no! my housemate said that by drinking a glass of milk everyday can make me fatter!! what should i do!!!!!)

the idiot girl!

2008-09-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

first of all, i want to say that in the library..we need to shut up..but the girl behind me is so stupid because she didn't understand the rule of entering the library! I'm so sympathy of the group of the idiot girl!and i seriously feels like want to punch them, one by one! i know it was a fasting month! but I'm just a human being! my patience have a limit..!oh my god, what the hell the groupies was laughing at? If they discuss something that educational stuff. It was acceptable! but the was talk about friendster and a guy..wasn't that was an idiot topic?!I hate to say this that I hate all of them because they were so rude and snobbish! Oh, I'm forgot that they are uncivilised student..today I've already made a sin by hating the idiot girl..I hope my patience will be thicker and thickest ever..

the end.

nightmares?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

tomorrow, 10 th Sept 2008..I have Law class at 8.30 a.m till 10.30 a.m. After that I have Prof. Sa'aban class ; English Enrichment..12.30 a.m till 1.30 p.m. Last of my schedule..it will be mandarin class. I have a test of mandarin subject and it will be writing, listening and translation and etc. I'm scared. I'm afraid if I didn't do this as well as I hope it will be..I wish my dream will come true.

Tired

2008-09-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired..I can't think about anything else but only tired word.. today is the 9th day of ramadhan month. The weather was totally hot and uncomfortable to walk under the sun without sunnies and sunblock.. Well, I dont wear neither both of the item I've mention just now. (SIGH***) I accompany my classmate to go to the Malacca Central to buy two ticket to go back to her hometown (JB) in 27th of September 2008.

There was a lot of thing happen at Malacca Central. It's quite funny when, after I perform my Zuhur at the musolla..there as a 'mak cik' scold somebody directly in front of me. I thought she was scolding at me. I was so embarassed by the incident. Because at that time, I was tied my shoes. Everybody who passing by look at me. I felt very weird. The 'mak cik' was very fierce. I was so scared!

After I turned my back and look at her. I saw her faced was sweating and and shaking. I just dont understand why must she yell to no one..is it me or she was crazy? After she told me that she wasn't yell at me but she yell and at the girl who didn't read the noticification that been attached at the mussola's door. The girl that the 'mak cik' mad at was brought the shoes inside the musolla..

Everything that I've been through for today was like a sketches that sooner or later will fill my art of life..or someday it will fill up some coloutr to cover my fade shade.

i think

2008-09-09T07:06:00.000-07:00

I think that i should study very hard.
I think that i must cut my expenses.
I think that i should focus in my studies.
I think that i should buy something for mak. Maybe a brooch..a scarf or something that she can used everydayor in exact function.
I always think that why I choose this course. I love to spill out my creativity..like artwork..I hate 24-7 theory..it's bored. Hurm, perhaps, there must be something that Allah have wrote in my future. Only Allah knew..
I think I want to meet all of my bestfriend. Miss 'em.
I think I want to change into another better person. I want after this fasting month, my mak will realize that I'm not the 'old' along.
I always think about quiting and give up, but hell no...I dont want to give up again. I want this thing becomes my passion and my job..I want to be serious.
I think I want to minimised my make up. I already said that I want to cut down my expenses, so I need to cut down too my make up uses.
I think I want to use everything ideas inside my head.